Goodbye

I think about these days that have passed by
And about the day I had to say goodbye.
At times it’s hard and I wish I could just discharge and be back in your heart. Then again I think what I’ve worked for and who has my heart. Could I hurt him and leave him for you…. It’s hard to say but this could never be true. I hate you, I love him. I want you, I want him. I love you but I hate what you put me through.
Why am I still here thinking I can’t be happy with out you. I doubt myself when I should be real with myself. He makes me happy and does more then you could or would ever do. Most of all he would never put me through all the things you would do. I hate to say goodbye because it brings tears to my eyes but I know this time has come to move on and I have no regret I never would have never learned things in life if I had never got taken away. …… so here come comes the words I’ve dread and wish I would have never said but now am proud to say everyday is a better day without you in my life. Goodbye… I hope all the love you had for me has faded away and you see your betters days….


April