The Stuff I Think About
I have been in the group home for a year and six months, and I have learned more then I thought I would ever or even wanted to. I put in for my last phase and got it so now I can have more home visits. Just one more level to go and then I go home for good, in like eight weeks I could and I plan on being out of here to do what ever I want. I think I miss my bed more then a lot of things, group home beds suck ace. I keep thinking that if I was on a LDS mission then I would only have six months left to be home lucky for me it’s going to be sooner then that. I have been there for so long that the other guys that where in there when I got there are all gone.
It feels so good to look back at where I was to whom I have become, but it seems like I could still be away from my family for another life time. The light, come to the light Mark. I wake up and see the path that I have made with my actions and how messed up I was and I didn’t even know. I’m tired but I need to finish strong and keep going at full speed. I see the end because there is nothing else I can do. I still can’t see the light at the end but I have hoped that it’s there.
Mark
5 Comments to “The Stuff I Think About”
Jeremy (September 4, 2009 at 8:00 AM)
Hey, keep your head up. Soon you will get out of there and be able to do wht ever you want. Some times i look at how far I have come and i am amazed by it. You have got give yourself credit for what you have accomplished. I hate bieng in teh system the thing that i hate the most in knowing that i cant make my own decisions. So yeah keep your head up!
brianna (September 4, 2009 at 8:21 AM)
I think it's a good thing that you can look back and see the things that you've messed up on and how you can fix them for your future.
Penelope D. (September 11, 2009 at 8:17 AM)
That's really cool that you are almost done with your program. When I was in a program I screwed up and had to stay for another 3 months and it sucked. So, I do know what you mean when you have others who have been there but are gone and now there are new ones.
Anonymous (October 23, 2009 at 7:40 AM)
Pretty cool. It seems really heart felt. just keep going strong.
Mike F.
Aaron (November 6, 2009 at 8:03 AM)
A year and 8 months later and you're almost there. You are so close man. Keep your head up. When you do reach that point good luck in the real world!
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