So I’ve given a lot of thought to death and whether or not there is an afterlife. Is there a Heaven or Hell? Is there a God for that matter? I think to answer these questions I need to find out my own answers. Nobody can tell me what I believe.
I went to church a lot with my parents just to please them. If there is a God, then I’m pretty sure that this would offend Him. The first thing I need to find out is whether or not God is real. Then I can look into organized religions to fit what I believe.
One of my major problems is how lazy I am. I’m not really committed to a lot of things unless I want to do it. Based on what I know about religion it is a lot of work. I question myself a lot on whether or not I would commit myself. A lot of it is just because it is really hard.
In conclusion, I can’t learn anything without looking first. I really am fascinated by a lot of religions, but all of them have something that I don’t believe in. This makes it really hard for me to find what I want or need. I don’t think that I will ever find anything perfect, but I think living the way I believe is right is the best thing I can do. All I can do right now is look.


Aaron