“You’re either for the court of against the court.” I’ve heard similar words or at least felt them. I felt that my proctor was for the court and she just wanted me to stay in custody as long as possible. In the beginning, I felt that everyone wanted to keep me in the system as long as possible. I felt that it was my family and I against everyone else.

Do I believe the world is black and white? I definitely don’t believe that the world is just black or just white or black and white. I know some people have good morals and standards, but aren’t always the kindest. Some people do honestly believe and follow what their standards are, and there’s some people that pretend to look good and go to church and to the public they’re perfectly innocent, but on the inside it’s complete opposite.